Hey.. hay...

Today start pretty well

Start the day with Oat meal

Later, green apple

Green apple again

I use computer earlier on.

Then i decided to make cupcakes

Chocolate cupcake & chocolate rice cupcakes

At first I don't have any temptation towards it

But later i ate each

& i chocked on it

Its not that i ate it quickly

Coz i have not drink any water not even a sip

Eating oat meal doesn't make me thirsty

& eating green apple doesn't make me thirsty too

So ya..

Imagined that

How funny I look on my face as i was chocking

Ha ha

Not only that

I ate rice with ayam masak merah

2 small portions

To me, a bit still OK

Tomorrow I'll try my best to eat less

Any comments? Anyone?

But please

Be truthful ya although it hurts me

But actually I like it that way

Hurt but i Learn

He he

OK

As you can see by the side under Diet planner

I stated that my weight is 116.9kg

I'm not shy to tell you people out there about my weight

Basically, I want to make a change about my weight

Thankful that i have no diseases

Yes I am grateful

I will be turning 21 in less than 1 month

So ya

I don't mind getting criticisms from people

Maybe I get used to it

Ha ha

By me getting myself better

It doesn't mean that i want to get a bf or get married or something like that

What ever it is

I want to change for myself

Not for other people

GET IT?

Nah? you don't?

Well

Just imagine that

Ha ha